Why did I even start liking Alex? Really. I mean, when I first met him I honestly thought he was gay. How do you start liking someone you thought was gay? I don't understand. I find It funny how fast my emotions change, I mean, just looking back on some of these posts its kind of funny to see how "obsessed" I was with him, I don't even know why. Our conversations were like absolutely pointless, and he's like...retarded, seriously. He sends me a text the day I went to see Saw with Johnson. I get it at like 10:30, but I was already in bed so I didn't read it, but the next morning at 10 I see it, and its like "Hey...are u mad at me? Do u still like me? I was just wondering" I'm just curious what was going through his head when he sent that, knowing that I'm not allowed to text back, and knowing what he was asking. SERIOUSLY, COME ON! "I was just wondering, do u still like me?" In a fucking text. That's like the most idiotic thing I've ever heard of. Hilarious too. Except not for him, cause, I did not find it funny at the time. I'm just like, MORON! You text me asking if I still like you. Geez. People these days. So, I curled my hair today, and first thing in the morning Johnson comes up to me and says he likes my hair and that it looks nice, Justin hands me a note that says he's used to my hair being straight but he likes the curls, and drew a picture on it and hes like "isnt it beautiful?" and I'm like "oh yeah!" Jokingly, and hes like "Oh, I thought you were going to insult yourself." So that proves he likes me! And then he said he likes the curls. Spanish, Alex doesn't even say hi to me, we don't talk like the whole period cause I'm just waiting to see if he brings up the text, and I see he's writing a note, so I'm just waiting for him to give it to me, so at like 5 minutes left in class he gives it to me, and it says "I like your hair" o.O I like your hair?! WTF!? 2 Guys already told me in person, thank you very much. And I've known u the longest and it takes you a whole 50 minutes to write down "I like your hair" and  you can't even tell me! You had to write it out! So I'm like pissed with Alex cause he's an idiot. I just don't know how to tell someone "Yeah! I don't like you anymore!" And he's done a ton of other stuff thats just been getting on my nerves and UGH. Its an aggravating situation. 

So Johnson has pretty much already asked me out, which Alex never had the balls to do, so he obviously couldn't have liked me that much! So now I just have to somehow tell Alex that "my feelings have changed" and then Johnson is officially asking me out =D and I think he's getting me a necklace or something cause he was like "Hey, have u talked to Alex yet?" and I said no, and he was like "Oh, thats ok the longer you wait the more time I have for your suprise =D" And he must have told me like a bazillion times how cute and pretty I was, which I was lucky to get a "u look good" out of Alex. And then Johnson was asking what some of my annoyences are, like what bothers me, and I named a couple and he was like "ok, i shall not do any of those things, I shall make a good boyfriend =D" and it was so cute! =D and just a lot of other things that he says I just like him more for it everyday and now it just seems that anything Alex says, I like him less everyday.
Oh, and one last thing before my departure, Steven grabbed my neck cause I had a note that he wrote to me and I was holding onto it, so he grabbed my neck outside, and Alex was standing there and Alex laughed! I mean, it's not like Steven could have really hurt me, but you don't fucking laugh when someone grabs the person you like's throat like they're about to choke them o.O So, I can say I'm over Alex and about to start something with Johnson, I just don't know how to "break up" with him, I guess.

Other stuff happened, and I had it all wirtten out but then I somehow deleted

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ColbydogB: i have an itch on my ear
ColbydogB: right now
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: *mr dusty sneaks up on danielle*
ColbydogB: :O
PowChacha: lol before that
PowChacha: we go today or tomorrow?
PowChacha: which is betta for ya?
ColbydogB: can u go at 7 tomorrow?
PowChacha: u like 7 o clock>?
ColbydogB: lol good time
ColbydogB: its like, the official movie time.
ColbydogB: i made that up
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: hmm ill have to discuss
PowChacha: with my momma
ColbydogB: ok
ColbydogB: random question
ColbydogB: bluish green, red, or silver that turns red?
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ColbydogB: pick one!
PowChacha: silver that turns red
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ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: i couldnt decide which color to use.
PowChacha: on?
ColbydogB: nailpolish lol
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PowChacha: idk if i can pay for u if its at night
PowChacha: i only got 17 dollas
ColbydogB: lol, its ok.
PowChacha: but i want to buy u something or get something for u
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ColbydogB: lol
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PowChacha: how about popcorn?
PowChacha: nachos?
PowChacha: shades?
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ColbydogB: iiii want a pony
PowChacha: pony..
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PowChacha: ur not serious?
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ColbydogB: oh im serious, i can ride to school and everything.
PowChacha: loll
PowChacha: ill try my best
ColbydogB: *cant hold in laugh any longer*
PowChacha: loll
PowChacha: necklace?
ColbydogB: it was a joke.
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: brb kyles calling me
PowChacha: loll
PowChacha: *mr dusty still hovers near u*
ColbydogB: he threw string of beads at me.
ColbydogB: *gets lysol ready*
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: string of beads?
ColbydogB: hes cleaning his room and wanted to show me something, so i walked in there and he had a string of beads and an evil look in his eye
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ColbydogB: so i ran, and he threw it, and he missed.
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PowChacha: nail polish is cool
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PowChacha: on girls of course
PowChacha: *mr dusty strikes!*
ColbydogB: :O *too quick for him, and got a spray of lysol in his face!*
PowChacha: llmao
PowChacha: *kyle comes in and revives mr dusty!*
PowChacha: *distracts u with beads*
ColbydogB: *too busy yelling at kyle, forgets mr dusty is still there*
PowChacha: *mr dusty splits into 6 years*
PowChacha: i mean froms
PowChacha: forms*
PowChacha: lol
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: *surrounds danielle*
ColbydogB: *lost lysol...throws nailpolish at it*
PowChacha: *mr dusty turns red not phased
PowChacha: *i come rushing in with asian powerz*
PowChacha: loll
ColbydogB: *yay!*
ColbydogB: *makes two cans of lysol magically appear*
PowChacha: *i grab a can and sprays!*
ColbydogB: *attack!!*
PowChacha: *spraysss*
ColbydogB: *sprays one near foot*
PowChacha: *i spray one from above*
PowChacha: *we dont notice kyle generating more beads*
PowChacha: *sprayyyy and mr dusty is dead*
PowChacha: *yayyy
ColbydogB: *wonders how many are left*
PowChacha: *kyle appears*
ColbydogB: *hit in back of head with bead*
PowChacha: *i faint*
ColbydogB: *slaps kyle and revives you* lol
PowChacha: *bitch smack revives him
PowChacha: i mean
PowChacha: knocks him out
PowChacha: hee hee
PowChacha: *i put on my pimp slap glove*
PowChacha: loll
PowChacha: nah kyle is cool
PowChacha: i shouldnt hit him
PowChacha: *he takes this time to blind me with beads*
PowChacha: *AHH!*
PowChacha: *can't see*
ColbydogB: *wonders what to do..umm..ummm...!!!*
PowChacha: *ur dad comes home*
ColbydogB: *drops lysol can while standing on chair yelling..."uh, hi dad!"*
PowChacha: *dust and beads magically gone*
PowChacha: *im not blind and healed*
PowChacha: loll
PowChacha: imagination rules
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: picturing that was fun
PowChacha: haha
PowChacha: u looked nice today
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PowChacha: random
ColbydogB: yay =D glad u thought so, my hair was bothering me.
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: loll
PowChacha: i can get justin to stop bothering u?
PowChacha: i devised an evil plan
ColbydogB: not just any plan, an evil plan!
PowChacha: it could backfire though
ColbydogB: whats the plan?
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: lol we hug in front of him?
PowChacha: it might work and he'll stop
PowChacha: or hes gonna ask for one
ColbydogB: lmao
PowChacha: so idkk
PowChacha: but hugs are awesome =D
ColbydogB: =D
PowChacha: i'm listening to pink lol
ColbydogB: :O i love pink lol, what song?
PowChacha: U+Ur hand
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PowChacha: lol its tight
ColbydogB: that song is awesomeee
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PowChacha: im not here for ur entertainment... something something something
PowChacha: lol
ColbydogB: you dont really want to mess with me tonight?
ColbydogB: maybe.
PowChacha: yea!
PowChacha: and then the kickass chorus keeps going
PowChacha: i like da musicc
PowChacha: =P
PowChacha: lol now question are u gonna watch da movie tomrrow or look at ur hand the whole time?
ColbydogB: probablyyy my hand. =D
PowChacha: then i wil direct ur hand to the movie screen
PowChacha: lol'
ColbydogB: lol ill use my other hand.
PowChacha: ur not afraid of paintballs but ur afraid of scary movies?
PowChacha: HANDCUFFS!
ColbydogB: lmao, what are u going to do handcuff my hand to yours so i cant move?
PowChacha: exactly
PowChacha: lol
ColbydogB: lolll
PowChacha: and u must open ur eyes and not close them
PowChacha: =D
PowChacha: i shall help u conquer ur fears
PowChacha: and then i'll treat myself to a cookie for my accomplishment
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: ill have nightmares.
PowChacha: *thinks about what type of cookie*
PowChacha: oh yea those..
ColbydogB: lol jk
PowChacha: lol
ColbydogB: m&m cookie
PowChacha: but u only get put in those traps if u did something wrong
PowChacha: and ur a nice person
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PowChacha: M&M COOKIE!!!!!!!!!
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ColbydogB: =D
ColbydogB: still, i dont want to see someone tortured to death lol.
PowChacha: its just a moviee =P
ColbydogB: so i shall look at my hand.
PowChacha: no u shall nott
PowChacha: lol
ColbydogB: then ill look at your hand!
PowChacha: ull still hear them
PowChacha: look at my hand hmmm
PowChacha: lol
ColbydogB: lol u wont let me look at my own
PowChacha: but ull picture it to be much worse than it really is probably
PowChacha: with da screams and all
ColbydogB: i shall watch one death, then look at someones hand the rest of the time =D
PowChacha: awww
PowChacha: we'll see how tomorrow goes
PowChacha: hee hee *thinks of plan*
PowChacha: ur dad is gonna be there?
ColbydogB: mhm
PowChacha: interestingg
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: i think rachels coming...
PowChacha: ok cool
PowChacha: btw i feel like nervous around u... lol idk y
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ColbydogB: nervous? lol
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ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: so its u, rachel,me,eddy, and mr downey
PowChacha: am i correct?
ColbydogB: mr downey lol sounds funny
PowChacha: loll
ColbydogB: correct
PowChacha: do i call him mr. downey?
ColbydogB: *gets a sock thrown at me*
PowChacha: loll
PowChacha: fight back
PowChacha: pimp slap!
ColbydogB: i will attack when he leasts expects it.
ColbydogB: lmao, over summer i sprayed him with whip cream in the middle of the night.
PowChacha: lmfaooo
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PowChacha: whip cream middle of da night
PowChacha: loll
PowChacha: haha
PowChacha: u got him good
PowChacha: i presume
ColbydogB: yep!
ColbydogB: all over.
ColbydogB: it was hilarious.
PowChacha: lmfao
ColbydogB: lmao
PowChacha: well im tirredd
PowChacha: and i have a paintball game
PowChacha: laterr
PowChacha: so
PowChacha: ill ttyl
PowChacha: =DD
ColbydogB: byeee =D
ColbydogB: good luck in ze game =]
PowChacha: =]
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: thank u
PowChacha: and are we using da evil plan?
PowChacha: lol or no
PowChacha: *evil cackle*
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: uhhh...
PowChacha: *polishes gun and waits for answer*
PowChacha: *checks hopper and air tank*
PowChacha: *waits*
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: im like going through my entire gunn and its all nasty
ColbydogB: oh i thought that said gum at first.
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: loll
PowChacha: lmfao
PowChacha: my gun has an air tank?
PowChacha: i mean gum has an air tank?
PowChacha: that'll be sweeet
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: gum...with an air tank.
ColbydogB: interesting.
PowChacha: loll
PowChacha: and it can shoot paintballs at will
PowChacha: *normal day in class*
PowChacha: *kerplunk kerplunk everybodies covered in paint*
ColbydogB: lol =]
ColbydogB: *hmm, who could have done it?*
PowChacha: *i point at justin*
ColbydogB: lmao
PowChacha: loll
PowChacha: so is da plan going down?
PowChacha: *makes sure safety works*
PowChacha: *turns of stereo*
PowChacha: *turns fan off*
PowChacha: waits.
ColbydogB: lol...sure we can see what he does =P
PowChacha: yay hugs rule
ColbydogB: =D
PowChacha: kk byeee
ColbydogB: byeeeee!
PowChacha: ill miss yaa
ColbydogB: ill miss youuu lol
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Auto response from ColbydogB: brb IM me.

ColbydogB: holaaa!!
PowChacha: =]
ColbydogB: i have to hang up some stuff, so ill brb
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PowChacha: *sleeps*
ColbydogB: k back =D
PowChacha: yooo
PowChacha: hands still cold?
ColbydogB: kyle had my arm and was pulling me back, and i was trying to make it to the computer and i almost fell down the stairs
ColbydogB: yes my hands are cold! lol
PowChacha: =D lol
PowChacha: i shall warm them tomorrow then =P
ColbydogB: =D
PowChacha: justin do anything weird today?
PowChacha: well did he do anything weirder  today?
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: ummm...
ColbydogB: i found it kind of strange when he told me i wasnt being myself...then he kept yelling at me from across the room in algebra, other that that he wasnt too bad today.
PowChacha: ooo
PowChacha: he makes me mad sometimes
PowChacha: and which jessica were u talking about in science??
PowChacha: tall one?
ColbydogB: *gets in slapping fight with kyle*
ColbydogB: blonde tall one
PowChacha: *fight8!!!!!!!!
PowChacha: slapping fight?
ColbydogB: shes in our algebra
PowChacha: but hes a guy
PowChacha: lmfao
PowChacha: she is??
PowChacha: really?
ColbydogB: mhm
PowChacha: didnt notice...
PowChacha: lol..
PowChacha: i dont even know wehre she sits..
PowChacha: ohh
PowChacha: that one
PowChacha: ooh. remember now
ColbydogB: lol ok
PowChacha: u shouldnt be used to make her jealous jeez
ColbydogB: i know. =\ it was weird when he said it.
PowChacha: =/
ColbydogB: jesse even told me that alex said he was going to "use danielle to make her jealous"
PowChacha: wtf.
PowChacha: y would he want to make her jealous??
ColbydogB: thats why im thinkin hes not over her.
ColbydogB: what else would be the reason to make her jealous?
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PowChacha: maybe i wont have to wait as long as i thought..
ColbydogB: lol =P
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PowChacha: saturday is 3 dayz away!
ColbydogB: yay!
ColbydogB: but we need to figure something out
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ColbydogB: =D
PowChacha: 12:40pm | 1:30pm | 3:30pm | 4:30pm | 6:40pm | 7:30pm | 9:25pm | 10:25pm
PowChacha: 4:30 is latest i can do it
PowChacha: cause i gotz paintball gamez
PowChacha: lol any time suit u?
ColbydogB: id have to after 6, when my dad got home. =\
PowChacha: u need a ride there?
PowChacha: cauze i think i can supply onee
ColbydogB: could u go on friday or sunday?
ColbydogB: annnd i gotta go help clean the garage before i get yelled at.
ColbydogB: i should be back soon hopefully.
PowChacha: friday
PowChacha: maybe
PowChacha: ill wait for uuu
PowChacha: =D
ColbydogB: =D
ColbydogB: i shall return.
ColbydogB: adios!
PowChacha: byee ill mis sya
PowChacha: =D
ColbydogB: miss you too =]
PowChacha is away at 4:37:00 PM.
PowChacha returned at 5:00:51 PM.
PowChacha: long time =P
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ColbydogB: that was aggravating lol
PowChacha: haha
ColbydogB: my dad is insane lol there was like a million year old backpack in the garage covered in dust "hey! this is a good backpack, danielle u want it!?"
PowChacha: lmfao
ColbydogB: "um, no im good, ill just throw it away"
PowChacha: haha
PowChacha: niice
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: and then, i got attacked by a dust cloud.
PowChacha: attacked by a dust cloud
PowChacha: hahaahahaa
ColbydogB: *sigh* attacked by a dust cloud.
PowChacha: amazing
PowChacha: attacked by a dust cloud
PowChacha: attacked..
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: hahaha
PowChacha: lmfao
PowChacha: attacked..
ColbydogB: *laughing* im glad u found me being attacked by a dust cloud funny.
PowChacha: dust yes dust bunnies yes... dust cloud?! hellz no
PowChacha: never seen dust cloud eva
PowChacha: and to be attacked by one
PowChacha: lmfaoo
ColbydogB: lmao, a dust cloud erupted on me, therefore i was attacked by it.
PowChacha: and where was this dust cloud found?
ColbydogB: i was moving a box
PowChacha: woah
PowChacha: so it hibernates
ColbydogB: lmao!!
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: haha
ColbydogB: that was hilarious
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: hibernating dust cloud that.....attacks..
PowChacha: woah
ColbydogB: yes!
PowChacha: thats like amazing
PowChacha: lmao
ColbydogB: lmao
ColbydogB: =D
PowChacha: ur house is entertaining i presume
ColbydogB: most of the time, yes.
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: =]
PowChacha: =P
PowChacha: i have yet to see ur rich house
PowChacha: that his hibernating dust clouds
PowChacha: and a kid with a nerf gun
PowChacha: and presentable pants lurking around
PowChacha: and people making out on couches, floors, and kitchens,
PowChacha: and quessadilly thingys
ColbydogB: lmao
PowChacha: and 1000 year old backpacks
PowChacha: dammm
PowChacha: lmfao
ColbydogB: lmao, u havent seen my room with glow in the dark stars either. loll i love glow in the dark stuff
PowChacha: kickasss
PowChacha: hmmm ur room should be awesome
PowChacha: does it have a comp in it?
ColbydogB: an old one.
ColbydogB: i dont like it very much.
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: are u using it now?
ColbydogB: no
PowChacha: interesting...
ColbydogB: what?
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: glow in da dark stars
PowChacha: and an old computer
PowChacha: u can like live in tehre
PowChacha: foreverrr
PowChacha: if u had food
ColbydogB: lol i was gonna say, id kind of need to eat...
PowChacha: haha
ColbydogB: and shower
PowChacha: =P
PowChacha: oh
PowChacha: that too
ColbydogB: and use the bathroom
PowChacha: that too...
ColbydogB: then i could live there =D
PowChacha: =D
ColbydogB: lmao u could live there too
PowChacha: =DDDDDddd
PowChacha: we'd have funn
ColbydogB: *cracking up*
PowChacha: computer is freezingg
PowChacha: nooo
ColbydogB: brb iiii need lotion from being attacked by a dust cloud, makes a person itchy. lol *danielle powers to un-freeze your computer* it can un-freeze while I'm away =P
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: aight
ColbydogB: k back

lmao, then he calls me and says "my computer is being gay so ill try to get on later, bye!"

This is after we'd been talking already, and I accidently x-ed out.
If you don't feel like reading all of it, which its a lot lol, just read where I put the big line towards the bottom, that pretty much explains everything.


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PowChacha: hi
ColbydogB: someones happy to talk to me! =D
PowChacha: im always happy to talk to u =D
ColbydogB: lets try this again *puts on music*
PowChacha: *white and nerdy still playing*
PowChacha: lol
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: always happy talking to u too btw
PowChacha: yay =]
ColbydogB: =D
ColbydogB: *will it workkk?*
PowChacha: *uses asian power*
PowChacha: *bzztt*
ColbydogB: haha! it works!
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: yep thats my power
ColbydogB: *dances*
PowChacha: *drinks mountain dew to replenish energy*
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: pop da bubble!
ColbydogB: *pops gume bubble*
ColbydogB: gum*
ColbydogB: brb
PowChacha: *ayee yay!!!*
PowChacha: *waits*
ColbydogB: *back*
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ColbydogB: *singing real loud*
PowChacha: lol
ColbydogB: lol my brother will probably yell at me in about 2 minutes
PowChacha: =O
PowChacha: i get to meet the "famous rachel" u talk about saturday
ColbydogB: lol =]
ColbydogB: she is involved in a lot of things that happen so i mention her a lot and forget that u guys dont know her lol
PowChacha: =]
PowChacha: i shall know her in exactly 144 hrs and 25 seconds
PowChacha: *checks watch every 10 seconds*
ColbydogB: lol, calm down.
PowChacha: *hyperness too much for brain*
PowChacha: *dies*
ColbydogB: *uses totally cool danielle powers to revive ya*
PowChacha: *live again
PowChacha: lol
ColbydogB: *has a surge of energy*
PowChacha: hellz yea totally cool
ColbydogB: =D
ColbydogB: :O tomorrow is halloween
PowChacha: chores for me
PowChacha: but i see ya and ur fbi
PowChacha: thingyu
PowChacha: XD
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: lol im gonna handcuff my self
PowChacha: and say i cant do work
ColbydogB: haha, let me know how that goes =P
PowChacha: onereplubic
PowChacha: hmm good band
PowChacha: =D
ColbydogB: ive listened to the same song 5 times in a row
PowChacha: wat is it?
ColbydogB: the queen and i, by gym class heroes
PowChacha: wow
PowChacha: i love that song
PowChacha: ...
PowChacha: lol
ColbydogB: :O really? i didnt know anyone else whose heard of it lol
PowChacha: their album cover is awesome
ColbydogB: lol its funny =P
PowChacha: lol yep
ColbydogB: *goes for a 6th time in a row*
PowChacha: as cruel as school children
PowChacha: =DD
PowChacha: it stopped playing for me..
PowChacha: nooo
ColbydogB: what happenedd?
PowChacha: idk
PowChacha: use ur danielle powers
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: *uses danielle powers to make ur music work again =D*
PowChacha: woah seriously
PowChacha: it works
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: that was amazing
ColbydogB: thats kind of creepy, and funny.
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: we do have powers..
PowChacha: WE CAN RULE THE WOLRD!
PowChacha: WORLD*
ColbydogB: "ohh noo shes at the bottom of the bottle, shes having one more swallowww"
ColbydogB: haha yes!!
PowChacha: loll
PowChacha: i love One Republic
PowChacha: song is apologizee
ColbydogB: i dunno if ive heard it
PowChacha: =]
PowChacha: its on me mp3
PowChacha: question
PowChacha: am i meeting u at ur house or at the movies?
ColbydogB: uhhhh...
PowChacha: either way im skatinggg =D
ColbydogB: my house? my dad can take us.
PowChacha: oo
PowChacha: can i skate to ur house?
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: i'll be all nice and asiany
PowChacha: =P
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: nice and asiany.
ColbydogB: haha
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: haha
PowChacha: asiany
PowChacha: thats an awesome word
ColbydogB: asiany
PowChacha: =P
ColbydogB: ahahaha
PowChacha: *laughing*
PowChacha: *getting looks again*
PowChacha: =P
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: ow! my leg just started hurting really badly o.O
PowChacha: im sry
PowChacha: *uses healing powers*
PowChacha: *trys my best*
PowChacha: *bzzttt*
PowChacha: *bzzt bzzt bzzt*
ColbydogB: *feels better lol*
PowChacha: seriously?
ColbydogB: seriously lol randomly started hurting and then it stopped.
PowChacha: we can rule the world!
PowChacha: *evil cackle*
ColbydogB: *joins in evil laughter*
PowChacha: muahauhauhaa
PowChacha: *mom is staring at me
PowChacha: i was laughing out loud
PowChacha: muahauhaaua
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: muahaHAHAHAHA
ColbydogB: lol jk
PowChacha: =D
PowChacha: http://www.myspace.com/onerepublic
PowChacha: listen
PowChacha: to apologize
PowChacha: =]
PowChacha: its sorta sad
PowChacha: but i love it
ColbydogB: it says its connecting, so i shall brb
PowChacha: *dies while ur gone*
PowChacha: *corpse is rotitng*
PowChacha: *dead*
PowChacha: *still dead*
PowChacha: *dead corpse pops da bubble*
ColbydogB: :O *uses extra strength powers to bring ya back*
PowChacha: alivee
PowChacha: song playing?
ColbydogB: its not workinggg
PowChacha: refresh that sucka
PowChacha: lol
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: there it goes
PowChacha: =D
PowChacha: im good arent i?
PowChacha: lol
ColbydogB: sooo good lol
PowChacha: ur betta =D
PowChacha: so hear of this song before?
PowChacha: :-D
PowChacha: :-D
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: i might have heard it...not sure lol
ColbydogB: i like it though.
PowChacha: thank u
PowChacha: =D
PowChacha: i miss ur ipod
PowChacha: haha
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: u can use it tomorrow =D
PowChacha: =]
PowChacha: wont justin punch me?
PowChacha: lol
ColbydogB: justin *shiver*
PowChacha: watch
PowChacha: when me and him are together
PowChacha: he give sme death glares
ColbydogB: o.O
PowChacha: and i just stare back
PowChacha: like huh?
PowChacha: lol
ColbydogB: he was "crying" about something today in algebra..i dont remember what it was
PowChacha: crying?
ColbydogB: but he was giving me sad faces and acting like he was crying
PowChacha: psht
PowChacha: he was grinning
PowChacha: at his seat
PowChacha: with ur hair..
ColbydogB: ewwwww
PowChacha: *shivers*
ColbydogB: that is not normal!
PowChacha: exactly
PowChacha: =P
PowChacha: im like wtf..
PowChacha: and go back to working
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: but i take ur pen first
PowChacha:  who knows wat he would have done with it
ColbydogB: he was like "im going to clone you, and torture it"
ColbydogB: :O
PowChacha: torture?
PowChacha: ewwww
PowChacha: rapist..
ColbydogB: ewwwwwwwww
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: justin
PowChacha: is not normal
ColbydogB: *officially traumatized*
PowChacha: *uses healing powers to prevent u from going into insanity*
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: thats still disturbing though.
PowChacha: i know
PowChacha: at least u dont sit by him
ColbydogB: *shudder* i wonder what hed do
PowChacha: torture *justin takes out whip*
PowChacha: eww
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: just like bring mace
PowChacha: or sumthing
ColbydogB: lol seriously
ColbydogB: and he keeps getting my calculator for me o.O
PowChacha: O_o
PowChacha: brb
PowChacha: im scared of him now
PowChacha: brb
ColbydogB: lol im scared toooo
ColbydogB: ok
ColbydogB: *does the math problem ive been looking at for the last half hour*
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: half hour?
PowChacha: have i been distracting?
PowChacha: lol
ColbydogB: i made up a number lol
PowChacha: =P
PowChacha: god im shivering
PowChacha: at the torture word
PowChacha: *shivers
ColbydogB: *cringes*
PowChacha: thats disturbing creepy nasty sick
ColbydogB: that is notttt normal.
PowChacha: justin=alien lifeform
ColbydogB: lol, yes
ColbydogB: hes freaking me out!
ColbydogB: he was like holding *shiver* my hair and all gently putting it in his pencil bag
ColbydogB: *traumatized*
PowChacha: ok wtf
PowChacha: brb i need pills
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: brb
ColbydogB: lol..um ok
PowChacha: wo
PowChacha: w
PowChacha: gently?
PowChacha: eww
PowChacha: ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
ColbydogB: i knowww
ColbydogB: *dies*

______________________________________________

PowChacha: question
PowChacha: so technically ur not going out with anyone?
ColbydogB: technically i am not going out with anyone.
PowChacha: well then i have a question to ask u next week
PowChacha: =D
ColbydogB: and what kind of a question would this be?
PowChacha: *nervously fidgets*
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: umm..
PowChacha: a question socrpants didnt ask u directly?
PowChacha: *dies*
ColbydogB: *also dies*
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: well...
PowChacha: brb
ColbydogB: lol k
PowChacha: =P
PowChacha: would u consider saying yes?
PowChacha: to the question
PowChacha: =D
PowChacha: *nervous*
ColbydogB: i would, but its like, complicated.
PowChacha: how?
ColbydogB: just had to ask lol
PowChacha: well im curious
PowChacha: and id do anything
PowChacha: for u to say yes
PowChacha: just name it
ColbydogB: *twists fingers around*
PowChacha: *waits*
PowChacha: *still waiting*
PowChacha: brb mom watns sumthing
ColbydogB: k
PowChacha: back
PowChacha: and how is it exactly complicatedd
PowChacha: ow..  i just hit my leg against the desk
ColbydogB: =[ *healing powers lol*
PowChacha: yayy
PowChacha: thank u
ColbydogB: =P no problem
ColbydogB: its complicated causeee
PowChacha: take ur time
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: i dont rush people lol
PowChacha: i think everybody should take life easy
PowChacha: =D
ColbydogB: =]
ColbydogB: theres several complicated issues
ColbydogB: ok...
PowChacha: i shall waittt
PowChacha: if u are willing to tell me
PowChacha: the reasons
PowChacha: i can think of solutions
PowChacha: *asian mind waits to be tested*
ColbydogB: =P
ColbydogB: *nervous* ok..well the first problem is that he never flat-out asked me, and i dont know if he thinks that hes hinted towards it, which, i suppose he has, but he still needs to ask to make it final, so ashleigh was on his  myspace and it was listed as "in a relationship" so, who else would he be in a relationship with? but i dont consider us as technically going out. *hides and waits to go on*
PowChacha: wow
PowChacha: u can continue
PowChacha: interesting...
PowChacha: i can work around that
ColbydogB: other issue, lame as this sounds, i think that if i were to go out with him, u and i would still be really good friends, but if i were to go out with u, i dont think alex and i would be friends anymore, but, then id feel bad for going out with alex cause i still like you and i didnt mean to make u feel bad. *hides. that was hard to say*
PowChacha: woah
PowChacha: well...
PowChacha: idk wat to do then
ColbydogB: *feels like crying* tooo complicatedd
PowChacha: i won't ask if that works
PowChacha: i won't ask u then
PowChacha: is that betta?
PowChacha: sry i made u feel sad
ColbydogB: not your fault, was going to happen eventually.
PowChacha: wat if he...
PowChacha: breaks up with u?
PowChacha: not saying it will happen
PowChacha: but wat if it does
PowChacha: can i ask then?
PowChacha: brb keep typing
ColbydogB: if he ever gets the nerve to ask me, and we break up, dont feel like ur "second" or whatever, cause i just rather be friends with both of u then not, so if we break, lol, up u can ask *manages smile*
ColbydogB: i still dont know what to do though, cause he hasnt asked and if im already doubting it before we're even technically together that cant be a good sign
ColbydogB: i need to spit my gum out brb
ColbydogB: alkfdjsalaslkdfj, like i said, complicated.
PowChacha: woah
PowChacha: i just exited out of my box
PowChacha: so i missed that
PowChacha: so copy and paste plz
PowChacha: but ill brb first
PowChacha: gotta sign off and stuff
ColbydogB: ok
PowChacha: brb
ColbydogB: k
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PowChacha: lol

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PowChacha: fast
PowChacha: paste plz
PowChacha: =D
ColbydogB: ugh.
PowChacha: ugh?
ColbydogB: it was hard enough the first time
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: caveman talk
PowChacha: *org
PowChacha: *urgh
PowChacha: *moo*
ColbydogB: moooo!
PowChacha: moo moo moo
ColbydogB: there were 2 little paragraphs, did u miss them both?
PowChacha: yes my gay ass bro x'ed it out
PowChacha: i was like wtf
ColbydogB: ugh.
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: =]
ColbydogB: ColbydogB: if he ever gets the nerve to ask me, and we break up, dont feel like ur "second" or whatever, cause i just rather be friends with both of u then not, so if we break,  up u can ask lol *smile*
ColbydogB: i still dont know what to do though, cause he hasnt asked and if im already doubting it before we're even technically together that cant be a good sign
ColbydogB: i need to spit my gum out brb
ColbydogB: alkfdjsalaslkdfj, like i said, complicated.
PowChacha: yes complicated
PowChacha: doubting?
ColbydogB: doubting.
PowChacha: hmm..
PowChacha: i shall wait till its my turn then
PowChacha: *starts waiting*
PowChacha: but on to more happier things
PowChacha: presentable squigly socrpants!
ColbydogB: lol =]
ColbydogB: brb *going to go jump on bed to relieve complicated-ness*
PowChacha: =]
PowChacha: life should be easy
PowChacha: gahh
PowChacha: but its not
PowChacha: hey i gtg but just to let u know i'll wait as long as it takes. cause seriously i really like u and when i see u smile i feel happy =P
PowChacha: when im sad and i see u feel happy =]
PowChacha: so i shall wait as long as it takes
PowChacha: brb
PowChacha: backk
ColbydogB: me too.
PowChacha: well i gtg
PowChacha: good talkings =D
ColbydogB: lol
ColbydogB: =[, byeeeee
PowChacha: y sad?
PowChacha: =[>
PowChacha: turn that frown upside down!
PowChacha: =D
ColbydogB: =]!
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: yea i can stay for a while then
PowChacha: i like to see u smile =D
PowChacha: even if its over aim
PowChacha: haha
PowChacha: so howz ur complicated lifeee
PowChacha: and its only monday
PowChacha: gosh
ColbydogB: *sigh* complicated.
ColbydogB: geez only monday?
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: well i stayed an extra minute
PowChacha: lol
PowChacha: but i gtg
PowChacha: =]
ColbydogB: =]
PowChacha: byeeee
ColbydogB: talk to you later?
PowChacha: i'll be on lata
ColbydogB: oh ok
PowChacha: yea
ColbydogB: lol
PowChacha: =D
PowChacha: around 6:30
PowChacha: byez
ColbydogB: bye! =]

*dances "i got all A's, i got all A's, woo! i got all A's!" annnd that was the good news.

-Confuzzling news.
Alex bought me a halloween card, those ghoul things we were selling at lunch, and um, I didn't get him one, and I didn't get Johnson one either, but I don't know if he got me one, but I still feel bad =|. I was going to send them both one, but I completely forgot my money today and I dunno if we're doing it on Monday.
Johnson currently has posession of my iPod cause I let him borrow it 2nd period, and spaced on getting it back, and he didnt come talk to me in english, so I dunno if I'm overreacting or if he's upset with me cause I was with Alex at lunch....i dunno. So Alex was walking back with me from lunch, and I was walking with him lol, and he stops at my locker and puts his hands over my eyes, and is like "guess who!?" and i'm like "bob!" and he's like "ur going out with bob!?" And I didn't say anything after that, but, yeah! It was..interesting...I suppose. And I completely forgot that I had this up, so I left it since like 4, and now its almost 6, and Johnson just came by to drop off my iPod, and Kyle was outside so he gave it to Kyle, what a bum! doesn't even say high to me! And I think that was it, so adios!

Justin has been really weird around me lately, and Johnson and I think he likes me. Johnson was like "wow, thats 3 people who like you." and I think I've made my decision about Johnson/Alex, I did eeny, meeny, miney, mo, and it was Alex everytime, I flipped a coin, and it was Alex every time, I did that my mother says you're the very best and you aren't it thing, and it came on Johnson meaning pick Alex, and I think if I were to choose Johnson, Alex and I probably wouldn't be friends anymore, just out of awkwardness, or me having a guilty feeling, but if I were to pick Alex I think that Johnson and I would still be really good friends. I just don't know how to tell Johnson =|. I'm going to wait for Alex to finally ask me out, then just tell Johnson that he did and my reasoning for saying yes, cause I think he should know. *dies.* *sigh* this is confusing. 

anyways, Johnson and I think Justin likes me because of these clues:
(me, vanessa, and justin get told to "float" when we have nothing to do in beta, so we became the "floaters")
Justin wrote me a note in geography saying "I can't believe you'd replace me as a floater with Johnson! You made me sad! You were my best friend! You have to try and keep the triange whole again. You're a wimp for making Johnson get your notes back, from me, you could have gotten them. The floaters sounds like history to me now." and he drew a heart with a whole in it with a caption under it and it said "you shot me in the heart!" and it was labeled, "heart, hole, blood" lmao, that part i found funny. So then I responded, basically contradicting everything he said and I was like "You're still the #3 floater! (vanessa and i are 1 & 2) I didn't try to make you sad, the triangle is still whole, I didn't make Johnson get the notes, he just did. No! Floaters live on! Ur still my best friend =D!" and I drew a heart with a band aid on it. lol. Then I threw it at him, and he wrote yes! on the back with a big heart. So, he considers me his best friend! I mean, I thought we were friends, but best friends? Then all the hearts, and the whole "shot me in the heart thing" and he almost sounded jealous of Johnson, and then when the bell rang he took my binder to algebra and filled in my planner for me o.O, didn't know what that was all about. And after school we saw him when we were done recycling, and he like came charging at me looking like he was about to hug me, and was like " HI Buddyyy!" and Ms. McClane had given me a lollipop so he was like ":O I want a lollipop! can i have a lick?" and it was awkward, so I fake gave it to him, just to be funny, then Vanessa and Ben started yelling at eachother so we got distracted which was good.

Then at lunch I'm selling these ghoul-o-gram things, and Johnson asked me if he could send me one, and I said yeah...and Alex had been gone since Monday when the whole thing started and he finally came back today and was at the table we were selling at and gave me a big hug and said he'd buy some tomorrow, and later on AIM I was talking to Johnson and he was like "I was going to get your ghoul-o-gram at lunch today but Alex was there, god damnit!, maybe tomorrow"  and Alex is getting his tomorrow, so I'm scared for tomorrow. And I hope that this is over soon.

And just thought I'd ask, where have I heard "you've shot me in the heart" before? Sounds familiar. *rolls eyes* thats twice in 9 weeks.

I have the vague feeling I just did something bad by telling Johnson I liked him. I don't know what I'm feeling! I'm so confused! I like Alex, and I like Johnson, but, am I only liking Johnson because he told me, he likes me? I don't knowww. This is all sooo alsdkfjslajdfklja! And now they both want to see Saw with me on Saturday, and they're obviously both going to want to sit with me, especially Alex because he's the one who invited me, and what if I end up between them!? Now that'll be awkward! I'm so lost. I suppose "time will tell" and I really think I somehow made a mistake in telling Johnson I like him, because I could have just told him we were good friends, but I didn't want to hurt him again I suppose, but then...Alex.....I mean, he gave me a friggin bracelet, and I guess Haley was on his myspace and she said that he has a list of "people he couldn't live without" and I'm on that list. 

uggggghhhhh I wish I could get into their minds and see what they're really thinking. 
I'm going to go crawl into a hole, and the first one to come see me can be mine. =].
oh great, watch them come at the exact same time.
you know what this reminds me of?
grey's anatomy, if you've been watching.  

Ok, so I've been complaining a lot lately how I want somebody to like me and all this blah blah blah, and then Alex comes..and he hasn't really told flat-out told me he likes me...its just everyone around me telling me he likes me and him saying something here and there...and then whats the need to wait if you like me, ask me out! but then there's the bracelet and other stuff that would suggest him hinting to it, but he hasn't asked yet, so I'm confused on my feelings about that, and here's the headline part, I thought I would be happy when someone told me they like me, but I dunno! I'm so confused! Johnson just told me...he likes me, and the trouble is....I think I like him too. o.O, go ahead. let out a gasp of shock, horror, whatever u feel like letting out. I think I like them both!! o.O I dunno if that sounds stupid or what, but I'm so totally confused now! Cause, I couldn't go out with Johnson, I just couldn't do that to Alex, but if I go out with Alex, then in the back of my mind I'm always going to be wondering about Johnson, and I'll feel really bad for going out with Alex, when Johnson wanted to go out with me! I could just cry right now I'm so lost on what to do.  And Johnson is waiting for my answer..and I dont know what to tell him! RACHEL SIGN ON I NEED YOUUU!